My new life, basically.

Well here it is. In a matter of hours i will be knocked out on an operating table. I chose to have the gastric bypass surgery. I have often questioned myself if i have made the right decision. In a way part of me knows i did. But the part of me that is scared is not so sure. its two forty eight in the morning. I wanted to get on here and write more but i am just at a loss for words. Hopefully i will be here tomorrow to continue.