I wish that there was a way to look into the future and see the results of a choice or decision that a person has to make. I am so scared to make the wrong decision that i usually end up not making one at all. Which i have found out is sometimes worse. Who do you turn to whenthe one person you thought you would always be able to talk to about anything isn't really there. They are but you would do about as good as talking to a tree. Does it all make any sense? Maybe. This jumbled mess in my head. Too much. Serenity. Calm. Chaos. Peace.