Well, as you can see it has been a few days since i last wrote. One reason is it has just been a bit too cold and when it was warm i had so much other stuff to catch up on. But now i am just not sure what to write. Monday i go to the doctor for him to put more shots in my back. Sounds a little gruesome but if they help again then i have no problem with it. My truck seems to be tearing up on me. Imagine that, a vehicle i have doing that, Of course!!! I put my sholder surgery off till April 6th. I'm kinda glad cause it will be warmer weather, but it has been giving me just a little bit of a fit.I cut my hair today, well i didn't exactly do it myself but i got someone to shave the back of my hair. It is so much cooler temperature wise. Man am i lame or what?
What does a person do when they realize they are getting old? I have always said age doesn't bother me but the more gray hair i get and the more my body reminds me that i can't do the things i used to, the more the age thing bothers me. Maybe its just because the whole turning thirty this year and what do i have to show for my life... Nothing. I have done nothing but end up hurting or running off people i care about. I have no place of my own. I basically have no life . I just seem better at going with the flow so to speak. so here i go off on my own little side track. I ran across a shirt today that i really want to get one day. it said.. Those who don't know me fear me, those who do know me fear themselves. Ya i know lame again. well time to tuck my little dog pluto into bed. Its getting a bit cold to be typing. I was hoping i would see some snow before i went to bed. Told you i was crazy...