Its just another day in this lovely month of may. i had to throw that one in somewhere. So here it is just slightly more than a month til i hit the big 3..0.. mark. I'm still not sure how to look at it. At one point in my life i never thought i would make it past 25, so turning 30 should be considered a milestone in itself. That is five more years than i ever expected. Not to mention they have been pretty interesting ones at that. But what about the next five? Can i make it that many more,, or even more than that? With my health declining more and more i am worried that the measures i am taking now are just too little too late. I hope to be proven wrong.