Where, oh where can my sanity be???

It seems as though i am at a loss when it comes to my mind. At least that is how i feel. I am at a spot where i am gonna have to stop avoiding things that i know are coming. But i don't want to. Maybe i can find the door that lets people into Petoria. It a pretty cool little spot, but its getting crowded and some have to leave and i need to lock the door behind them. So much easier said than done. Who knows, i don't. ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????